I AM NOT PLEASED.

Just read some things that really made me wonder about everything that’s happened in the past couple years of my life. Thoughtful, right? What makes it kind of sketchy was that it was a personal source and about things that happened a while ago. I’m a bitch, I’ve known that since I was seventeen. But certain things have happened to me that caused me to be that way. I’ve had to learn to defend myself in the worst way, throw up a metal wall and lock the doors, you could say. And the people who are supposed to know me best know that when I snap, it’s never personal unless I completely despise the person. But when it happens they get all offended. What’s the point in the concept of truth if people get so angry about it all? Seriously. Nobody wants to listen to me because I spout off the truth and when what I say happens, they’re all bummed. I just.. I don’t know what to do anymore. I need to move away and start a new life.

SEND ME SOME GOOD ONESSSSS.

I believe in God. I believe that we have been put here by some higher being and are being watched over constantly. I believe in Heaven and Hell. The existence of a God and a Devil. I also believe that all men, women, and children are created equal. Their sexual preference, religious beliefs, or skin colour have nothing to do with my judgement on them as a person. It is how they treat others. Personally, I view myself as a ‘free Christian/Catholic’. A person who believes in their God and religion, but does not shove it down other peoples throats. If you are a Satanist and still volunteer your time at a homeless shelter, you are a beautiful person in my eyes. The Government and Catholic extremists are going to sell you lies by the minute, trying to get you onto their side. Don’t believe them. Do what is best for you but never force what you believe onto someone else. It isn’t fair and it certainly isn’t logical.

For my followers that watch Pretty Little Liars, you know that A day Is this Monday. Exciting right?! But what this post is about is the discussions I’ve been seeing about Ezra possibly being A. AND I HAVE TO COMPLETELY ARGUE THOSE POSSIBILITIES. And not just because he’s hot and awesome, but he didn’t even know Alison and the girls when she started getting all these texts. So none of those things make sense. So there.

I’ve read the books and seen the movies. THEY BOTH SUCK. So stop preaching about how the books are so much better and that we shouldn’t just judge on the movies. If Stephanie Meyer knew how to write about love instead of lust, then it might have saved the series. And jsyk, all of you make it worse.

Sincerely,
ME

First of all, this isn’t a reference to ALL guys, just the ones that I seem to run into personally. And I want all of my followers to know that I run into a lot of stupid ones. Some of you will know the kind. The ones that think they’re all that when you first meet them, and you ignore it cause you’re all caught up in the moment and all ‘yeah okay, you’re awesome’ but after a while you begin to realize that they really are just stupid. And then you look like this:

AGAIN, not all guys. Anyway, this one guy I had been seeing for maybe about a year now just started turning psycho on me. Like acting really weird and wanting to just be around me all the fucking time. Now, normally I have no problem with that, but FYI guys, girls like their alone time too. You know, to be a girl and completely feminize it out. You have your routine and we have our own. Okay cool, now that that’s out of the way. So he started to complain that I never wanted to see him and let me just say that I saw him 5 out of 7 days. And my free time was spent doing homework. No fun, right? So then he started talking about me moving back in with him in a new apartment, at which point I’m just:

That didn’t work the first time. SO THEN HE GOT ALL OFFENDED. One, he doesn’t have the money for another apartment, two, he was a slob and irritating to live with. Do you know people like that? Like no matter how many times you ask them to do one thing, it sits there for 3 weeks? Yeah, great. But as he got offended, he started getting mean, mentioning ex-girlfriends and junk like that. And then he got sarcastic, like I’ve never heard shit like ‘oh, I could just go fuck my exes if you don’t wanna be with me’. Even though he’d gone on for months about how they’re all pregnant:

So now I’m annoyed. How childish do you have to be to bring up the exes and sleeping with them over an apartment situation? Not even a situation, a conversation. HOW IS THIS HUMANLY TOLERABLE?! When you sit and listen to someone bitch about their life for a year, you kind of lose your drive to help them. Like you can’t even talk about yourself without them interferring and saying something like, ‘oh, but my mother doesn’t love me so… you know, you don’t have it that bad.’:

This is where I mention that again, this is not for all men, just every single one that I know. It’s almost like all men are typically wired the same though. If you’re not one of them and you’re reading this, then God bless you and your testicles, because they will never get kicked. How are people supposed to connect and live together for their entire life if one just keeps kicking the other down? I just don’t understand. So, me being irritated just exploded into this complete argument over an apartment which wasn’t even relevant anymore because he was more concerned about bragging about his fucking rights with his pregnant exes. Didn’t they dump you in the first place? Or cheat on you, or something? Why would they want to sleep with you again, I just don’t quite… get it:

Seriously though, no matter how much I try to let you guys do your thing, you always turn the table and leave me scratching my head. Honestly, I know some girls can be like this as well. Confusing as fuck, right? If I could, I would change that game around, because mind games aren’t supposed to be a part of a relationship, even a friendship. It’s a waste of everyone’s time and if things like that could improve, being a couple wouldn’t be such a pain in the ass:


Kudos if you read, hands up if you’ve been in this position, and lots of fucks not given if you’re getting over it. :p

Sincerely, MaeganMarie

princessofdisaster:

maeganmarie:

WITH MY GRANDMOTHER.

which was the only thing that made it awkward… actually.

My mother kept mentioning how she wanted to throw up
I wanted to smack her D:<
“Mom, it’s the same as if it were a guy and a girl kissing. No difference.”
“I don’t care it’s still disgusting.”
Gotta love close-minded parents -.-

Yeah, she didn’t say much. She was alll “OOOOOOHH” when they first started kissing. Then said something about them being late for school. Cool life.

WITH MY GRANDMOTHER.

which was the only thing that made it awkward… actually.

After my Doc Martens come in from the UK, and after I get some Toms, I have been thinking of expanding my vans/converse collection. Though I would first have to START my converse collection.

Did ANY of that burn your eyes?

of you who watch Pretty Little Liars (and for those of you who don’t, IDGAF) the new season is just amazzzzzzzzing already. IF EZRIA DOESN’T CONTINUE TO HAPPEN, I WILL KILL EVERYONE ON THIS PLANET.

Just Saying.